Friday Night

hmm.. tonight, aku self service jak. Boyfie aku? nya dah peng. lelah sbb busy tolong family nya, almaklum abang nya mok kawen esok. hmm.. i'm a bit sad, he's been real busy today that we don't text much today. SIGGHHH. he sent me picture of him this evening, aww I really miss him! :( 
oh Tears, can you please stop? Heart, please get a grip. I feel so lonely tonight, crying like a baby. 
ARRHHH.. enough with my unimportant craps already. think i should get new layout for my blog. mine is so friggin lame. and maybe should post more often?

Apperille

OMG, it's April already? HAHAHAHAHAHA. what have i been up to all this while!? 
i miss my bear terribly.. i mean my boyfie.. yes, you read that right. i'm taken. *wink wink*
but the saddest thing is, i had to leave him and return to my family. sigh.. i wish i could stay a little longer with him. 
okay, enough. today is my sister's birthday. she's officially 12 years old.
mm. okay. anything else to update? i guess no,. so bye.

Are you more of a talker or more of a listener?

more of a listener. and i'm good of giving advices. *grin*

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How many languages do you speak?

my mother tongue, Bisaya, Malay, English. three only.

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Ko Telah Kapel Dengan Sorang Laki Nie Tapi D tentang Oleh Family ko. So ko d berik Pilihan Antara boyfie or Family ko Pilih ? Which one You choose ? Family or Boyfie ?

alamak! punyer susah soklan engko ni. soklan perah otak ke? haha.. haizz.. boyfie mmg susah nak carik. tp family xdpt d tukar ganti.. aku pun xtau nak pilih siapa daaaa... tp aku akan pilih family klu xder jln kuar lain. (kenak kah aku klkar lepeh kat ctok)

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Keep Waiting For Answer or Give Now ? ( HELP ME TO ANSWER THIS )

give it a thought and ANSWER NOW! haha

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Single Or Two More Better ?

depends. single - u can watch and learn from other people. haha
two - is happiness! haha.. u get to share ur life with someone you love and it feels like a part of u is complete. :)

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Have you cried during a movie?

always. -_-"

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i'm done

yes, i'm done. i'm leaving. i'm quitting my study. it's what i have always wanted. 
but why am i crying? am i regretting myself because it really happens? 

What's your daily morning routine?

brush my teeth and fold my blanket. duuh.

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you make me smile

oh mama mia.. i think i'm going insane! i just got struck! i'm on seventh heaven!
oh.. i don't know what am i feeling, and i just couldn't get rid of it. i just can't!
hahahaha! PERHAPS. a feeling i can never explain.. 
i couldn't sleep at night. could it be .. ... ..... ......

Tuesday y'all

i wish i could take this burden and throw it far far faaaarr awaaayyyy so far, that i don't have to think about it anymore. 
Dad, i'm sorry for causing you so much troubles since the day i was born, and i'm sorry i can't be the child you can be proud of. sigh..
if only i could tell you this myself. 
i handed the letter concerning my study loan to the college this evening, but i just simply had no idea how and what to tell my parent about it.
it's like a dead end. no way out, i'm stuck. and i can't even go back to where i had started.
i wish it was all easy just like what i've been dreaming of.
maybe life was not complicated at all, it was YOU, yeah ME. choices in life. uncertainty, expectations, ugh. it was tough. 
MONEY, I WISH YOU GROW ON TREES, IN NOTES PLEASE!
you could take my boyfriend, but please not my life, my future, my family. eh, wait, i don't have boyfriend. hahahahahaha
i wish i have a magic lamp i could rub on, and ask for my 3 wishes to come true.
IMPOSSIBLE.

you crappy thing

she put her picture as her Twitter background. LOH - Laughing out hysterically
wait. what the fnck!? she got more than 60 followers? but she tweeted only 11 times! and her last tweet was a month ago! -.-
ugh, Martina you sick! okay, gonna take my shower after this, since i got pending laundry to do.
finish my homework and sleep early tonight. adios-

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If you could be on one TV show which one would it be?

i want to be on Rules and Engagement. *chuckle*

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