Friday Night

hmm.. tonight, aku self service jak. Boyfie aku? nya dah peng. lelah sbb busy tolong family nya, almaklum abang nya mok kawen esok. hmm.. i'm a bit sad, he's been real busy today that we don't text much today. SIGGHHH. he sent me picture of him this evening, aww I really miss him! :( 
oh Tears, can you please stop? Heart, please get a grip. I feel so lonely tonight, crying like a baby. 
ARRHHH.. enough with my unimportant craps already. think i should get new layout for my blog. mine is so friggin lame. and maybe should post more often?

Wicked-end

it's saturday. and i'm glad i don't have any class on Friday and Saturday for this semester. kinda boring, no activities, just laying my face downward and face my laptop. just done Simming. i mean, i just done playing The Sims 3. how boring. not until i get my The Sims 3 EP. awww! can't wait.
:/ i've not been out of the house since the last 49 hours that is after i got back from college. awesome. yet boring. i seriously need a boyfriend. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA *laugh hysterically*
okay, not my priority anyway. or is it?
i need entertainment. -.-
talking craps again

fall again

damn it. another fall. another crush. i saw him at distance.
dear Heart, can you just beat like normal? cos i can almost feel you popping out of my chest. Grrr.
what a loner me. When oh when? pfft. i'm so desperate. pathetic me.

REAL BITCH

real bitch is you CELCOM! third post in a day. oppsie, no, today is officially a new day. damn.
please la stop pissing me off. i had pissed enough okay.
bhahaha!  great, you are the real bitch Celcom. nice trick. shit.
oh yeah. it is a piece of shit. i shall strangle you if you were a human
LOL U MAD?

geez!

goodness! thank God i'm not the only one realizing that smells. i wonder, how can you just wear that without even noticing the smell of your ehem.

just had my shower. a very late one tonight. late because trying to avoid that mad man. lol  U MAD?

hahah! bringing in more troll face! anyway, haven't study on Microeconomics. :/ major FAIL.

geez! guess what, we're breeding on mosquitoes in the house. darn. i wish you suck fucking fats you damn mosquitoes. not my blood. 

oh great. this lucky ass broadband is being a bitch lately. i can't even update my Youtube Downloader into a new version.

me! i know. not even prettier than you.

mm, hungry. but trying to save some money.

ok, might be on hiatus for few days. i guess. *chuckle* 

bye.

smells like the holiday spirit

yay! two more papers left, and i will be off from Kuching and HOLIDAY!! 
oooppppp, hold that! can't be too happy. i still need to rush the adrenaline and study my a$$ off for Microeconomic paper this Thursday. :( dangit.
yesterday evening, i had my meal early. and the good thing is that, i don't have to fork out a sum of money to buy some foods. 

yes, rice cooker. and still functioning well

ehem, yes, you see it right. it's maggi. and it's cook inside. and it works.

and wallah! the Asam Laksa instant noodles. :p sluuuurrrrpieee.

oh, i really can't wait for this Friday.

ugh, the pic makes me feel hungry!

off for stomach filling

temperature rising

FUN operation today, ABORTED. sigh. got headache. i don't think it would be okay for me going out with uncertainty weather. as usual, i'm the first to woke up today. while my friends were still in their dreamland. geez, i just realized, for the past few days, i woke up earlier than my friend.
i don't know or maybe because here in Kuching at 6 am it was already bright morning. and plus the windows of our rented room were all naked, i mean, no curtains. i just can't sleep with the bright light of the day coming in. but seriously, i'm not a morning person. 
ugh, it's almost 10 in the morning. gonna have brunch after my friends were all done, and had my panadol. SICKNESS, go away please?

the longest hours of my life :

yes, the longest hours of my life. was yesterday. imagine, all i had swallowed into the stomach was just CANDIES. nothing else. and the day before yesterday, i was left with only RM2. then i spent it, and bought some kaya balls. no, it's a food.
and yesterday, i keep checking on my bank balance, but the answer was frustrating. and and i starved the whole day. i asked my brother to bank me some cash yesterday on the evening. 
and thank God, the allowance has been deposited already. but as i woke up today, it was very early in the morning, with no alarm, and i feel so weak. i'm worried if i ever got fainted while on my way to the city. thank God, i managed myself, withdrawed some cash, and went to pampered my stomach. i was full, and i'm happiest. once again, thank you God,
but i wasn't all that well, i'm attacked by fever now. and right now, i got tissue stuck at my nose. (-_-")
tomorrow, i'm going out to have some fun. yay to FUN. 

macam syiall

puki ayam, apahal elaun belom masok!? gggrrrr. i waited like hell, and i had checked many times. damn. goodness, it's friggin bored. i need to get out of this place.
okay, last night was creepy. i heard this dog barking down under our rented room, and the way it barks almost scared the shit out of me. seriously man! meanwhile, our windows was open wide, which is just great. pfft. my friends were already sleeping. and what makes it even more scary, the bark is so unusual and we never heard of any dog barking nights before, but yes, there are dogs around here. thank goodness, nothing happened.
i need to go to the college tomorrow. and i hope in the meantime, my allowance has been deposited.

o my ghost!

OMG! again! stalker from Melaka! who are you? :/
*biting nails*
no class tomorrow, yippie! i'm going to sleep all day!
pfft. UNPRODUCTIVE.

143rd

143, used to be something meaningful. and it still is. i guess everybody knows 143. it's the ILY.
mm, okay, stop talking craps. 
these few days, i really lacked of sleep. but i don't really feel tired anyway. once i'm done with my Facebook, gonna start playing The Sims 3 again. hoho.
okay, i LIED on the part where i just said that i don't really feel tired, now i started to feel sleepy. seriously.
i tried logging in to my elder brother's account. FAILED. i tried and tried, but still FAILED. 
seems like he had his account password changed. great then, now i will never be able to stalk some people on his fb anymore. *pouting+snort*
7 friend requests on Facebook today. i started to wonder, was it because of my profile picture or ..

140th

hmm. i seriously need SUGAR DADDIES to afford my airplane ticket. *snort*
uh, okay then, guess that i'll have to take a bus from Kuching directly to Miri. ughh. that will be so tiring. 
WHEN WILL I BECOME A MILLIONAIRE??!


i skipped my Financial Accounting class today. and let my two friends enjoy theirs. 
got no class tomorrow as usual, and so is the day after tomorrow. three days off from college. 

i want it so bad

like real BAD. i need new clothes, new jeggings, new shoes, new undies, new bras, new phone, new life, new . .  enough saying, everything new. 
i seriously need to go and find sugar daddies, or millionaires to adopt me. ehem, half serious.
how i wish my family hit the jackpot so i can go for shopping spree before going back this holiday.
seriously. 
i bought a dress last week, yep, for Christmas of course. *grin*
o Lord, let my family hit the jackpot, please please pleaseeee??

137th

oh goshhh.. it's been time, eh? 6 days without internet is like uh.. let's just spell it BORING.
i just paid my broadband bill this evening, only RM90 of RM140. which mean i still owing RM50. i was charged double for not paying back on time. i should have pay it right when i received my allowance. but anyway, double charge means i don't have to pay for Dec. if only i have pay it in full.
darn, i seriously have to go and find some yams to sell at the Sunday Market to cover up my daily expenses.
i met my guy friend right when i hop out from the bus once i arrived at my living area.
omg. stop being so pushy la you. and why do you have to make that sound, omg!! i nearly lost my appetite, i already lost it actually. and you make me feel like i wanted to cry right now, because you're an addition that makes my life more pathetic for seeing a guy like you. 
and oh, damn, i hate recalling back shits i don't want to remember. why do you have to mention those shits?! disgusted.  i got disgusted really.
you watch porns, i saw you. and still you don't want to admit. ugh.. 
and oh, if you wish to bring me out next time, please buy a car okay? a Hummer will do just fine. i mean a REAL one.
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!
oh yeah, i got extra followers. i'm gonna follow you back. :)

WOOHOOOOOOO

Oh yeah baby. i've been waiting for you like ages ago, 
i heart you The Sims 3. haha i found it when i went to the PC shop somewhere near our living area. thank goodness it is successfully installed now in my lappie. wooohoooo, it's my long lost addiction, okay, so i guess soon Facebook will rank after The Sims 3. OMG, i'm still thrilled over it, and one more thing i might hardly go online after this, yeah, since i'm addicted to The Sims 3. 
XOXO

one two seven

ugh, i really got annoyed. can't you just let me surf the net in peace? 
aiyaa, that's what you got when all you have in your mind is FACEBOOK, FACEBOOK, FACEBOOK, FACEBOOK, FACEBOOK, every second, every minute, every hour, every day, all daaaaayyy looonnggggg. and now you bother me asking how to calculate this, how to get this total, which debit, which credit. come on la, why making it more complicated?? geez. oh yeah, i just remember, you always and love to make a big fuss of such a small thing that just don't worth. 


anyway, i just checked my Unisel application, i got accepted. i don't know if i want to cheer or instead. erk. 
okay, now, i'm completely lost again. i just don't know to do, FCUK MY LIFE.

126th

Dad called me this morning at 8. he asked me to go and check for Immigration Officer vacancy and interview to see if i got any. so i did checked once i got home from college.  then, Dad called me again just now, and asked if i did checked. and he told me that my cuzz got a sms saying that she got i think it's a call for interview. sighhh..
i seriously don't know what to do now. well, yeah, except that assignment that i need to submit tomorrow. Sher, YOU LUCKY ASS. I envy you. ugh.. 
MY LIFE ENDS NOW. :"( pathetic me -.-"

AYO

FCUK assignment!! i'm going to sleep! AAARRRRRR!!

124th

just got back from picking sweet potatoes somewhere near here. haha. seriously, i'm bluffing.


okay, on the way home from robbing the bank this evening, i almost peed myself. gosh, i never felt so much retard like this before. uh ya, including the trip to Bako last semester, i pooped i think 6 times that day. serious shit. i almost canceled the trip, but with all strengths i tried to put up i finally made it to the toilet without shitting on my pants. thank GOD i can go jungle trekking without any stomachache. PHEW! my guard. i was really terrified if i peed myself while on the bus. if i did, that will be that day i would never ever forget, i probably wouldn't ride on that bus again! i seriously never feel so much stupider. 


oh dayemmmm.. i just remember that i got an ASSignment that is due this Saturday. and i haven't had my ass working on it. just great,i'm screwed. EPIC FAIL. 
FACEBOOK YOU STAY AWAY FROM MEEEEE!!

1 to the 2 to the 3

my 123th post (ehem, including all the comics and shared video) 
meanwhile, i'm listening to Adam Lambert's Whataya Want From Me and Jayesslee cover song - Officially Missing You, as my breakfast. yea, since i got only RM6 in my wallet, so am not going to feed my stomach this morning until i find some sweet potato to eat.
intended to borrow hair iron from the neighbor. but their door is closed. :/
damn, i think i gotta get one for myself rather than borrowing. well,i hate borrowing too!
oh neighbor, open your door please?
ooh, i just LIKE this Natural Breast Enhancement on Facebook. lol, 
and i just text my friend to accompany me go find sweet potato at the nearby woods.
gonna leave in half hour and off to college.