i want it so bad

like real BAD. i need new clothes, new jeggings, new shoes, new undies, new bras, new phone, new life, new . .  enough saying, everything new. 
i seriously need to go and find sugar daddies, or millionaires to adopt me. ehem, half serious.
how i wish my family hit the jackpot so i can go for shopping spree before going back this holiday.
seriously. 
i bought a dress last week, yep, for Christmas of course. *grin*
o Lord, let my family hit the jackpot, please please pleaseeee??