owh..damn it!

darn..i just mentioned about HIM in my earlier post which i posted this afternoon~ yeah the one that i blocked from my facebook, he sms-ed me this evening around 3.30 pm when i checked my hp which i placed in my bedroom for charging around 6.30pm.<--i slept at the living room watching tv..huh..what the fuck..he asked : cne ko? i was puzzled, wondering who is this person using digi number..then i replied : sapa tok? Him : *a* (his name) damn! i feel like i wanted to hit my head with something hard..urgh! asa mok hentak palak kat dinding jak..why on earth did he sms me?? why why why why?????
eeeee..baruk nak ingat aku lah time tok..ish..oh ya, btw, i was wondering if he ever notice that my name doesnt show up in his facebook news feed..huh..well he didnt asked neither..then after he acknowledged himself, i answered him that i am now in Mukah, and ask him why? Him : xda, saja msj. then i wanted to reply him like this : owh, apa mimpi ko msj aku? but, i didnt reply him..huh..well, at least i know that he was thinking of me. eeeeeeee...PUH-LEASE la Mar. okie, when i had my shower (during) i kept thinking wether is it the right thing to do of blocking him from my facebook..then i feel a bit regret..for doing so..but i planned of lying to him that i deactivated my facebook account, if he ever asked about my facebook la..and maybe after 3 months i will unblock him..huh..oh yeah..gotta get my ass off from lappie now, cos i had to pack my things, i'm leaving tomorrow~ MYY i'm coming.

Bloggy dearest ...

dear bloggy, sorry for ignoring u these few days, and for not giving enough attention to u..i'm sorry for not giving u enough care..i'm just not in the mood to entertain u..i drop by just to say i'm sorry and will might be busy to entertain in the next few days..will be busy for a week actually..therefore i cant promise u to entertain u during these periods..puh-lease dont be sulk and grumble, cos i had a life other than u..i'm going back to my hometown and i got lots of stuffs to plan and do other than going online..gawai and babulang already awaited me there..damn i cant wait going home..
oh btw, i missed to tell u lots of things since my last post, nope, i mean before i posted that Uncle Kracker lyrics on my blog..
well, on last thursday night 20th May, i departed from Kuching, at 10 pm..oh gawd..i'm so happy and thrilled..oh..? before that, in the evening, i had successfully blocked somebody..YEAH!!! at last..

seriously, i feel so much happy after i blocked him..yeah..HIM..dont know why..but really i feel so happy, i feel like i just wanted to burst into laugh..evil laugh maybe..hahahahahahahaha...
yeah, and i did took a peek into his profile seconds before i blocked him..he's in a relationship with a girl. of cos la a girl..cant be a man..actually i dont even wanted to have a look at his profile..puh-lease..i dont give a shit anymore..okay? anyway, again, i'm so thankful now that i can get rid him out of my life..forever..hope so la..AMEN! ok la, i think its enough of him..U're my past..and u cant be in my future. NEVER. and i wont let u.
okay done on what happened on 20th May.
21st May, safely arrived to Mukah, around 9.40 am..mom picked me up at bus terminal..phew..then, soon as i reached home, not very soon, actually..i found myself facebooking right after that. :P
then, i got myself rested for the whole day..
22nd May
went to Kingwood Resort for Malam Perpaduan Gawai Dayak pre-Gawai celebration dinner..
damn..i regretted for not buying myself any wedges from kuching before i got back here..i got the right dress though, but sadly i dont have proper shoewear..uuurrrrgggghhhhh!!! if only my parents inform me earlier about the dinner they're about to attend..but anyway during that dinner..ermm..nothing so great about that..well i saw this guy..how to describe ah? well, not that really good looking..but heeee~ i suka..hahahahaha. he's sitting at the table in front of our table..hehehehe...what a sight..;) *wink
anyway, over all, it's quite awkward because i think we're the only Bisaya family in that huge Iban crowd..but who cares anyway, as long we're enjoying ourselves there..and btw, we paid for it..1 Malaysia bha..

that's my mom and dad..

this is my spoilt and pampered bro, the youngest of our siblings..he's in primary 3.

thats my dad again..and yea, did u notice? hehehe..Tiger

dinner scene..we sat at the table no 15..so the view is not bad..

our table is the 2nd row from the front

okay this pic was taken before we went out for the dinner..

actually i just got my hair straightened two days before i leave kuch..;)

thats my mom again, and my sis.

okay thats some of pics that i took there.
now, the next few days was lame..ya..LAME, all i did was Eat, Online, Sleep, Watch Tv, and the circles goes on and on..and ooh? there's one night i got myself Kantoi with my mom, darn..i havent got my ass off from my lappie when my mom got out from her bedroom..i dont know what is she looking for at those hours..erk..
yesterday, i went out (finally..) to buy myself an airplane ticket..from MYY-LMN..depart this Saturday..gosh, its been 6 years since i last boarded on aeroplane..hehehe..but i cant make out what type of plane i will board in...wondering whether its a fokker or twin otter??? hmmm...and it strangled me to death when i had to fork out my money RM173 for the ticket..ngaaaaaaa~ dad sure to give me a good lecture later on if he finds out..
anyway, my cousin booked me to become her waitress at her home during these gawai..hehehe, i cant help but say Yes..i think thats it..enough for today..oh yeah, i will leave for Miri tomorrow..see u MIRI..:)

UNCLE KRACKER LYRICS - Smile :)

UNCLE KRACKER LYRICS - Smile

hip hip hooray..:)

yay, i'm through with all my papers..i never feel this happier..weeeee..i now can finally free myself, no more of college stuff to think of..woohooo..except that hostel withdrawal procedure..what a burden..sok ada plan ngn kwn..before balit umah lusa tok..*wink wink*
last paper tek, fuuh...nang konfem repeat gik subjek ya klak sem depan....killer subject ya pok! anyway, time exam ya, i stared blankly at the question, but my mind were elsewhere, thinking of what status i wanted to set at my facebook, and was thrilled and cant wait of going home this thursday..heee~ worst of all, i just cant help myself from stop smiling like a mad person during exam today..-_- hahahahahah...wtF.. anyway, watching my friends going home before me, is like, urrm, killing me, because i cant be bother to go home as well..aaarrrhhh..i miss a place called HOME..damn, dah ku blom packing, x sabar mok packing but, i'm just too lazy to pack my things..shit, ARENT YOU GOING HOME MAR???!! ~ yeah..i;m coming HOME, just u wait..

mommy daddy, i'm coming home, i miss u so bad..xoxoxo..;) <3 u my family.

i'm sick ..

dont know why, my heart ached for no reason...i'm missing somebody...nope! not the one that i hate in my earlier post....i'm so bored...I NEED SOME SOCIAL AFFECTION BABY!! i need someone to fill this empty side of me...i need someone to entertain me..i need someone who take serious on me, i need to rest in someone's arms...<--yeah, call me desperate...i dont give a shit..because this is what i felt, truly..i'm so bored..mala jak biak muda 2 tahun and below chat ngn aku..msg ngn aku..xda nok sebaya ngn aku ka??..stakat tok dah 3 org dah biak nok muda dr aku mgatal ngn aku..haduuuhhh...YOU NAUGHTY LITTLE THING..eeerrrrhhhh...

Very Funny Status Update Ideas For Facebook

Very Funny Status Update Ideas For Facebook

yeah, i found this site..and its cool, and..yeah, ... eerr..just found it.

Dammit.. SCREW U MARTINA ..

omygawd..esok dah paper final exam..1st paper..nsib esok paper english for academic education..phew..aku x kisah gilak mun paper english, bukan mok tunjuk terer la..tapi aku nang terer pun, tp x terer gilak la, i must admit, english ku lom smpe tahap yg boleh dbanggakan gik..anyway dh ku blom start revision..tet! PROCRASTINATION..study xda masa, tp mun online ada jak masa..Y_Y I"M SCREWED!! anyway, ini malam ada org ajak saya tido oo..hahaha..ada org akan berada d bawah saya..hahaha..

org ya, adalah Patrick..hahaha..nya akan tido ngn ku mlm tok, tapi nya akan berada d posisi bawah, iaitu, under my leg..hahaha....org yg ajak ku tido ya, adalah si Bebeng..jantina mpuan..hahahaha....esok ada paper pagi, wish MAR all the best..goodnite..and have a beautiful nightmare..:) <3
pejam celik pejam celik jak esok dah mula exam...:D

You Have Been Removed by Motherfucker.

hahahahaha..yeah,. it's true. i've just realised i've been removed from this cute guy, no, a BOY. fresh spm leaver. dont know why on earth he did that. no wonder la Friends aku pandey kureng.. i thought of checking on his fb, and yeah, there i saw Add As Friend button. it surprised me, really. hhmm..aku asa kali nya takut or tgugat kot... mok cover his DIRTY LITTLE SECRET bha. hahaha..when i think back, kind of funny. there is this one night, nya chat ngn aku, without any greeting, he asked me, Are u naughty? then, i replied him, huh? wrong person maybe? Him: no, i'm asking u. Are u naughty? Me: is this kind of survey or what (blurred) Him: Nope. Are U naughty? Me: sometimes la, depend. (actually i still dont get what he actually means) Him: how naughty? - aku x ingat gik dah apa d tanya nya, and apa d jawab. but i still remember how he's being horny, yeah, you read it right, HORNY. he asked me what's the size of my boobies. i was like; "whaddahell??" but still, i answer him telling him the size of my boobies. Mar, mar, apa dah jadi ngn kawu..hahahahahahahaha...next; he started horny horny ngn aku. yaaa...aku pun layan juak.bodo eh...hahaha..dah ya tek, nya minta ku mms ngn nya half nude pic aku ngn nya. okay,for this part, seriously, aku xda anta apa2 pic yg lucah k. aku gik waras, i can still think straight. so, no, i did not send him any of my half nude pic..x penah2 ku bgambar gia eh..lom cuba gik..hahahaha.. but yeah, i did send him a pic of mine. but no half nude pic haaa..nya ada send ngn ku pic nya juak, tp nya dikpun pun x anta gmbr bogel, so, kira fair and square la kan. hello, hello, i'm not that stupid..even if nya anta gambar bogel nya ngn aku pun, aku xkan balas balik ngn gmbr bogel ku la.eeewww...please la, aku x kan bodoh2 mok anta gmbr bogel ngn sapa2 k. if leaked? how?? bunoh diri kali jawab nya..huhuhu..we exchanged phone numbers, but we dont text much...sapa2 rasa mok number nya, boleh la contact aku, cos i still got his number and his pic in my hp..this boy is damn hot cutie i assure u..hahaha..the next time, ada gik nya online, nya chat ngn ku, nya mdh kedak tok, : hye, wanna get horny?? aku pun reply la hye juak ngn smiley, but then aku offline..hahahahaha...pas ya, lama xda ngga nya online gik,tp aku xda gik kisah ngn nya. until this day, i decided to check on him,<--stalking bha..yaah, button Add as Friend sebelah namanya..heran..dolok time nya gik horny2 ngn aku ya, penah ku nanya nya, what about ur gf?? sebab dlm hati ku eran bha, kenak nya mok mgatal ngn aku, dh aku tua 3 tahun dr nya. nya mdh nya ada krisis ngn gf nya, jrg contact dh knek tok, lagipun, pbezaan dak 2 ya tek dr segi agama juak bha, this boy sama ngn ku, catholic, and his gf is muslim..poor that girl, her bf is CHEATING BEHIND HER BACK..huhu..ahh.. maybe aku boleh ugut cute boy tok, ancam nya aku akan pdh semua tentang his horny behavior ngn gf nya...hahahaha..how's that??..half kidding..:P

dabai??

i have no idea why on earth i wanted to talk about dabai today.. but anyway, just let me proceed, k. hehehe..ok, what do u call buah dabai in english? i bet u guys have no idea kan? kan? kan? why not go and look up at ur dictionary. oh i'm pretty sure u cant find it in any. not even in oxford dictionary. even if dabai has name in english, i bet it was its scientific name. to think about it, org putih makan buah dabai ka??? do they??hahaha...cheers to buah dabai.

MOMMA .. Happy Mommy's Day

I LOVE YOU MOM!

Mom's smiles can brighten any moment,
Mom's hugs put joy in all our days,
Mom's love will stay with us forever
and touch our lives in precious ways...

The values you've taught,
the care you've given,
and the wonderful love you've shown,
have enriched my life
in more ways than I can count.

I Love you Mom!

this woman, yg tgh posing kat burit keta abg ku tok, nampak muda sik? :)is my mother, aku kagum ngn mak ku, there's a lot la tentang mak ku yg x dpt ku nak luahkan or describe with words, but i know she's the most wonderful and greatest mom to me. i love you mommy. hugs and kisses.. may God bless You. here's another poem for u.

A mother's love
Is always true
It's all you need
To get you through

A mother's love
Can seem like hate
She's only tough
To keep you safe

A mother's love
Is always there
In simple ways
She'll show she cares

A mother's love
Can never compare
With anyone else's
Anywhere

A mother's love
Is here to stay
I love you, mom
Happy Mother's Day!

PROCRASTINATION

what does PROCRASTINATION means - refers to the counterproductive deferment of actions or tasks to a later time. Psychologists often cite such behavior as a mechanism for coping with the anxiety associated with starting or completing any task or decision. There are three criteria for a behavior to be classified as procrastination: it must be counterproductive, needless, and delaying.
phew, i believe each and everyone of us, mesti ada isu yg bkaitan ngn Procrastination tok, well, i can relate this to myself. aku salu procrastinate mun sedang FB-ing. seriously. aku dpt rasa i'm becoming spoilt each day. huhu .. bad bad facebook, stop tempting me. have mercy pleeaaaase??

what kind of DRUNK are U ?

Check out the diagram or better ask your friends.

budak baruk nak belajar

hehe..just now, ku belajar sesuatu yg baru ri tok, hahaha..thanx to GOOGLE. carik jak apa2 sia, nang kuar semua.how to get pregnant pun ada juak..<-pa kah, salu mun ku mok carik something kat google and start ayat ngn pkataan how, konfem antara suggestion yg kuar sia, HOW TO GET PREGNANT. hahahaha..but honestly, ku x penah gik google how to get pregnant ya. sot, perlu kah mok google juak?? hahaha..erk? enough is enough.
oh ya, almost tbabas dr apa yg ku blajar ri tok tek, aku blajar How To Take Screen Shot. heee~ sakai ku eh. haha..biak skola dah lama dah pnde ambik screen shot. shame on u MAR. wahahahaha..this is my first screen shot ambik dr facebook tek, saja nge-test nya.

JEW

yeah, Jimmy Eat World. i loike this band. eventhough daknya x brapa aktif gik. anyway, LAYAAAAN...:) \m/

i hate u

yeah, you ! i hope u will read this, but at the same time, i dont want to let u know that aku dah ada blog . yes, u are one of the reason, why i started this blog. ONE OF THE REASON, not the only reason okay. it annoys me whenever i see ur name on the facebook chat list. GO GET A LIFE LA DUDE !!yeah, i dont care if u dont tgur me, i dont give a damn. hari2 nangga ko online..maka working bha, cmne la nya mok belajar btanggungjawab mun malah jak FB-ing tiap2 hari..aku xpa, online almost everyday, ok la, everyday aku online..aku gik student bha.. i wish i could block u, not just dlm facebook, but also in my life. ya, u heard me. BLOCK U FROM MY LIFE. huh.. as if he will read this..tek madah, xmok nya tauk aku ada blog. hahaha..erk?

my gorgeous gay ..

i love u ADAM !! :)

4th Post

yeah .. post lagik. i must admit that i'm very sakai with my newly made blog..hahaha..who wouldnt kan?? next monday dah exam.. final gik ya! fuuhh.. but here i am still blogging .. and fb-ing also.. ko nang MAR, dah xda keja gik, almaklum sakai bok polah blog ..ngaaaaa~ skrg dh almost half past 2 in the morning, tek ada mbiak laki chat ngn aku lam fb..bukan men gik ya, bjanji mok chat gik sok ari ..hahaha..gatal..like i care anyway..i dont even bother if we dont chat seperti yg dijanjikan .. HOLD! i'm hungry! somebody feed me??

OMG OMG

O my gosh ..<-my third post in two hours of today ..

i just found my old besties facebook .. i'm so happy!! i misssssss her like hell!! i've been looking for her facebook profile and i found her today!! yay! dear besties, IMY!!

STALK STALK STALK

waaaahahahaha, i'm stalking at everyone in my facebook friends list and see if dorg ada blog or not. hahaha ..today i STALK. beware .. waddaheck??

hello world ..

whoa .. cant believe i've started my own blog today .. :D i need to put my attention away from facebook .. gotta start thinking and dreaming about my everyday life other than FB-ing .. now how should i start my blog??

oh okay .. now, presenting, my first post of my blog, ngeee ~

oh dammit! i forgot what i wanted to say..shyt.

ok, lets start with how and why i wanted to started a blog, aku tgerak hati mok polah blog sbb aku ter-nangga address blog kwn kpd kwn ku kat profile FB nya .. then aku pun baca, mak datok, nang best da jak baca blog nya, hehe ..<-stalking oo..pasal lifenya and nya pun ex-lovers .. duuhh ..nang xda keja ko ya MAR, stalking jak keja..hahaha..then, aku ngga gik blog kwn2ku..yohbi, cam best jak eh..then aku pun tgerak la hati mok buka blog..heee~:D dari ku nyumpah or anok2 org lam FB, bgus ku molah blog, gipun bukan semua org ada blog wlupun skrg dah advance, but anyway, hanya certain2 org jak ku akan inform tentang blog aku tok..

now here i am today, my own blog..:)) and thats about it.