mm? say what? yep, you read it right. or in other popular term ; SCANDAL. hmm. why? idk . but i seriously is a secret to someone. okay actually, there's two people. yesterday night, i got "proposed" from someone i considered as friend.
wow! that really shock the heck out of me. i thought he was kidding. erk. but i'm okay with that. it's just something to keep me busy.
anyway, am still finding the real one, that really makes my heart pounds. hhmmm.. *sigh*
still waiting and wondering when will that special person will be sent to me.
okay, now that's one. i said there's two people. who's the other one?
alaa. that same old guy, my former manager. he's asking me out for a movie once he got back to Kuch for holiday. but i'm not sure when. but he seems BAHAGIA when i said YES.
obviously, he's flirting with me behind his girlfriend's back. because i already did mention about his girlfriend and he seems like he dont care as long he can go out with me. hhmmm.
but hey, dont get me wrong. i'm no SLUT or BITCH. i just wanted to see how far men can go and cheat their girlfriend. and i'm not going to ruin myself. i'm still keeping my virtue for a guy that worth it. a guy God had promised me. :( dear God, i'm still waiting. please dont let me give up. i'm not strong enough.
latest update : the first guy i mentioned, just asked me out for a date. MATAI. hahaha
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