two just ain't enough

i'm done packing my things. but damn it. i have to bring more bags than i planned. 

susah na jadi mpuan tok. macam2 benda mok d pake. mun laki x banyak cita. pergh. sabar jak la.

anyway, tadi ada orang ya chat ngan aku rah FB, tapi time ya ku AFK. ku mandi time ya, gi pun adik ku pake laptopku. yaah, nang bagus alu  jak opening greeting nya ngan aku tek. nunggah aku DARLING. wow. nang x sedar dirik benar laki ya. maka dah ada gerek, terang2 status nya rah FB sia, gik juak berani mok klaka gia ngan aku. dah ya tek, siap komen profile picture aku gik ya. mun la gerek nya ada add aku (tapi aku xkan approve la, nasib kau la) mesti nya pikir aku dolok nok mgatal ngan laki nya ya. pergh. kau nang kiut, ada rupa, keja tetap gik ya, 

but obviously you're not my type. just by depending on your handsome look alone won't fool me. aok lah, nang ensem, tapi, sayang kau dah ada gerek and kesian ngan gerek kau ya, belakang nya kau flirting ngan orang lain. aku xmok mrusak relationship sapa2, cause aku paham gney asa mun aku kena polah gia ngan gerek ku. *even ku lom penah ada pengalaman gia* tapi mana2 mpuan xkan maok pun mun dpolah gia. actually nang dari before ku cuti semester ri ya dah nya bdarling2 ngan aku, aku pun layan jak la, and i admit it too, i felt a bit awkward because he used to be my high officer *i cant really tell you what job we do, i'm afraid he'll discover this*

but dah nya layan aku gia, aku pun layan juak la tek. but time ya, nya lom declare relationship nya lam facebook, and i was wondering if he's still with her gf which i know that (she's) studying somewhere at Peninsula M'sia. and i think few weeks before, i discovered that he uploaded his pics with a woman, which is actually his long time gf, idk how long they've been in a relationship, but for long as i know, time ku mula2 kenal & keja ngan nya dolok dah nya nang dah ada gerek (ngan mpuan tsebut ya tek), and not long after i discovered his new uploaded pics, nya declare relationship nya tek ngan mpuan ya, 

huhu, but terus terang ku madah, xda la ku makan hati. SERIOUSLY, just ku geram jak. ya lah tek, mun chat rah ym, mala jak mok webcam. kadang2 time chat pun ada juak chat dari nya nok berbau LUCAH. wahahaha.. LMAO. tapi ku xda la layan juak chat nya nok x senonoh ya.

past is past. you're just my experience. so thank you, I LEARNT.

uh..sempat juak layan blog malam tok. gotta sign off now, gotta wake up early tomorrow. goodnite.

 Let's pray with me before going to sleep.

Jesus Christ my God, I adore you and thank you for all the graces you have given me this day. I offer you my sleep and all the moments of this night, and I ask you to keep me from sin. I put myself within your sacred side and under the mantle of our Lady. Let your holy angels stand about me and keep me in peace. And let your blessing be upon me. Amen.