111th

hoho. it's been awhile. been busy with my newly made tumblr. i deleted my first tumblr.


had a nightmare last night. i wish it was a sweet dream though, but since i dreamed of that jerk, it wasn't that nice anymore. and actually it was a really weird dream. i dreamed as if i just broke up with that jerk, and i was heartbroken. (duuhhh!) then, i wore a t-shirt that has LOL printed in large size at the back  of the t-shirt. and it was really LOL. his friend noticed me wearing the t-shirt, and then he came up and coincidentally singing a song titled LOL. i was half conscious while dreaming.
then, it's like some kind of fate, so he came up to me, trying to persuade me. during my half consciousness, i was like "what the fuck, man!" .then he keep on persuading me and i was like you know, when a girl sulking. it was actually sweet tho, but damn, it was that jerk. 
wait, don't tell myself that i'm starting to fall for him again? ugh! noooooooooo.
oh my gosh. what the fuck man?