How would you describe your style?

free spirited? :O

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What's the origin of your name?

my name sounded like mexican. and i have no idea why because my dad chose that name for me.

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What is your sweet memory with your school friend when secondary?

when i was in form 3. loads actually, but one of them is when we cheat during test. haha.

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sleepy head

last night was crazy. i can hardly sleep. mosquitoes really bugs me and my friends. 
the temperature was hot. gosh. i sweat like crazy. i must have gone sleep around 3 or 4 in the fucking morning! and i really worry wondering how will i sleep tonight. oh mosquitoes, have mercy on us please?


okay, today, i seated for Microeconomic paper. and i don't want to talk about that. seriously.
One last paper standing. haha! then i will be free forever! yes! i smell freedom. woohoo!

If you could instantly become an expert at one style of dance, what style would you pick?

hip hop dance?

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What's your dream car?

HUMMER! oh yes. it's big and damn cool monstaaa!

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What video game have you played the most?

The Sims! they're awesome! to me.

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If you could attend any concert, what would it be?

Adam Lambert? geez! i'm his fanatic! religious concert would be awesome too, like Hillsong and True Worshipper. :)

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What TV show makes you laugh the loudest?

i don't remember. but there are loads. mostly from Stephen Chow's. he's my favorite comedian. and oh, Jack Black too.

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If you had to give up one favorite food, what would the most difficult?

erk, laksa?

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What one thing are you exceptionally bad at?

erk? this is confusing. erm, dating, maybe? haha not really sure but maybe the closest person to me can tell you the answer is.

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What's your favorite type of flower?

am not into flower, but, i did choose one for my wedding day. haha. and it's gonna be calla lilies.

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If you could go back in time 10 years and tell your younger self something, what would it be?

listen to mom and dad. every little thing they say to you is never a lie. improve more on maths and science. haha. i really mean it tho.

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Have you broken any bones? If so, how?

never before. i only have stitches on the left of my forehead. i never broke any bones. and i wish i will not.

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What would your perfect day look like?

mm, have breakfast with mee goreng basah in the morning, lunch with the whole family, outing with some friends in evening somewhere or maybe go shopping, and in the night gathering with the family, chats and jokes. perfect enough for me. :)

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U R MAD

LOL. i hope this will scare the shit out of that mad neighbor! BHAHAHAH!

U MAD?

currently my profile picture on facebook.

obviously i'm BORED.

okay, instead of doing revision and study, i hunted for government jobs.

i found one. and so i texted Dad, i told him that i am applying for that vacant post and asked him which address should i use for mailing business. he then replied me, saying why would you apply for job that requires UPSR result? you got SPM, you should apply for higher post. 

erk. okay, he's not approving me. and also, he told me this, if you want to, i got job form for you. i said okayy. 

and also, my parcel has arrived! awesome! haha, dad asked me, what was inside, and i was like biting nails and acted like i'm not sure. hee. thank goodness he didn't say anything. woohoo. can't wait to splurge the parcel this Saturday. 

blaaaahhh, seriously need to study my ass off! :(

REAL BITCH

real bitch is you CELCOM! third post in a day. oppsie, no, today is officially a new day. damn.
please la stop pissing me off. i had pissed enough okay.
bhahaha!  great, you are the real bitch Celcom. nice trick. shit.
oh yeah. it is a piece of shit. i shall strangle you if you were a human
LOL U MAD?

geez!

goodness! thank God i'm not the only one realizing that smells. i wonder, how can you just wear that without even noticing the smell of your ehem.

just had my shower. a very late one tonight. late because trying to avoid that mad man. lol  U MAD?

hahah! bringing in more troll face! anyway, haven't study on Microeconomics. :/ major FAIL.

geez! guess what, we're breeding on mosquitoes in the house. darn. i wish you suck fucking fats you damn mosquitoes. not my blood. 

oh great. this lucky ass broadband is being a bitch lately. i can't even update my Youtube Downloader into a new version.

me! i know. not even prettier than you.

mm, hungry. but trying to save some money.

ok, might be on hiatus for few days. i guess. *chuckle* 

bye.

HOI MACAM SIAL!

pergh! kimak! bodo! baghal! keluar lah semua benda jaik dr mulut aku tok.
shit. how dare you try to messing up with us!? apa punya jiran la. sekolah x tinggi! ada hati mok anok org! haha! ugh. manas eh. macibai. sepak pintu kamek org oh? eee, takut ku aieee.. mok main kasar kah? sial.
okay, i was all alone this morning, but i swept all the dirt on floor. for sure and i never swept any dirt to the front of your door. okay. pahal kau mok manas bai? madah kamek org pemalas indah. cibaii laaa. kau ingat kau bagus gilak diam dalam umah tok? pemalas kamek org xda x sapu depan ya, and more importantly kamek org xda jaik bodo sial mok mampus sapu sampah depan bilit kau dua bini kau ya! sepaloi paloi kamek org tok, kamek org jenis yang considerate ngan org dalam rumah tok, xngaco hal kau pun. mun ada nok kau x puas hati, tegur bagus-bagus la, baghal! kau mun x dapat mbak ilek ngan hal tok, kau boleh pegi mampus, mun mok skali ngan bini ngan newborn baby kau! sial! kau ingat kau sepak pintu bilit kamek org tok, kamek org xda mak bapak kah? setannn! 
family aku keluarga bait-bait ok. and just so you know, our families is not like one you are buliding right now. if you can't keep your temper low, you better kill yourself la. because with that kind of temper you have, you are never going to be a good father to your children. your first son is the proof. that's fact number one.
fact number two, you better live deep in the forest somewhere near the Kalimantan, because you're a bad neighbour. you tend to get mad when you are . . mad.

x hal, sabar jak lah! Jumaat dah chow dari Kuching! babai la jiran terchenta. hahahah! next year kita xkan bjumpa lagi. kirim salam saja tu penyapu sama penyedok yang salu kamek org pake ya.
ada hari kau ya, hari tok boleh gik kaki kau ya nyepak pintu bilit kamek org, tggu esok lusa. 
sial. muka macam pilak! perange kedak setan. oh btw, as to your beloved wife, you are a grown up woman la, please la. you should have a heart to heart woman-girls conversation with us. how could you let your husband get mad at us like a mad man. or you were the one yang jadi batu api? hebat kau duak laki bini oh. standing ovation aku bagi.
x dapat kah kau klaka bagus-bagus ngan kamek org? choiii la. coba mun kamek org tok pun jenis nok pemanas juak. coba la mun pemanas jumpa ngan pemanas.
esok lusa kau sepak gik la pintu bilit kamek org ok. di alu alukan.
sepak jak hari hari sampe new year. 


*haha, yes, i'm mad! cursing at someone. we were a bit panicked. shit. geram aku pikir hal tok. jangan ingat kamek org tok mpuan nya boleh anok sebarang. jangan ingat kamek org takut ngan kau. kau cermin lok dirik ya. yes, we are chicks, doesn't mean we are scared of you!
udah2 gik nyumpah ya, abis kureng berkat idup aku. anyway, bless you!


*okay updating on what had happened today. kawan ku dua orang tek tserempak ngan nya. x juak nya gago mok anok! sial. and oh, jauh palis la hal2 macam tok gik. xmok gik benda tok berlaku dalam masa yang terdekat tok, since x lama gik mok pulang. haha.

tik tok

ugh. counting days and currently counting minutes to have my meal. :/ (hungry)
currently away from my Tumblr. it might be a bit cooler and fun if i got more followers. because i think Tumblr is basically all about reblogging others posts. and of course i only reblog if they were true facts and something i'm interested with. no shits. *emm, okay, maybe a few of them(posts).
and meanwhile, my blog is all about my personal thoughts, enough saying, more like a diary book. and lots of shits and craps. :x
and naaah, i don't really care of i got followers or not.


Facebook currently bored me. no friend requests. no . ., nothing. :/
ugh. FML. books, notes, revision and study were the last things on my mind for now. 
dear God, a boyfriend for Christmas maybe? a tall, tough, sweet, cute, and of course a pious Catholic? *grin* hahahahahahahaha.

smells like the holiday spirit

yay! two more papers left, and i will be off from Kuching and HOLIDAY!! 
oooppppp, hold that! can't be too happy. i still need to rush the adrenaline and study my a$$ off for Microeconomic paper this Thursday. :( dangit.
yesterday evening, i had my meal early. and the good thing is that, i don't have to fork out a sum of money to buy some foods. 

yes, rice cooker. and still functioning well

ehem, yes, you see it right. it's maggi. and it's cook inside. and it works.

and wallah! the Asam Laksa instant noodles. :p sluuuurrrrpieee.

oh, i really can't wait for this Friday.

ugh, the pic makes me feel hungry!

off for stomach filling

thiiiisss

i want this satchel! i found this on the summer's attic. i don't think i can find any similar design of this bag in Kuching.   i hope nobody will grab this until i do. haha. i seriously mean it. 
hopefully nobody. *cross finger*
mm, currently addicted to blogshops. easier yet takes some time to be deliver at your hand.

Do you believe in God?

yes. forever.

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Would you rather be a zombie or a mummy?

neither. both are FUGLY! haha

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Who was your first crush?

heee.. my first crush? i had my first crush when i am in primary two, does that count as first or??

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If you could only read one magazine for the rest of your life, which would it be?

playboy. haha. ehem. bluffing. mind me.
mm, seventeen, i guess?

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Who's the most overrated musician?

Lady gaga. uh huh.

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one paper to three

just woke up from evening sleep. and annndd 
yes! done with my TITAS paper. okay three more papers to shoot. and can't wait to go home. :)
got to study my ass off tomorrow, before the "woodpecker" is home. -.- we need peace environment maaan, not your loud voice! grr
and oh, i just done ordering this yummylicious dress online.
can't wait for the arrival of the dress. 
oh okay, now, the voice of my dad is echoing in my head, saying, "don't waste too much money"
and this keep playing on my head! 
just this one dress please dad? *grin*
i wonder if the dress can manage arrive in time. 
oh, how i love going online shopping. *wink
and oh, they had reserved that red shades dress just for me! haha 

6th Dec

no post for yesterday. i'm just not in the mood. thought of going out, but right when i woke up, i looked at the phone, damn, it's already 11.29am! wtf. texted my dad while having brunch, and oh, i almost lost my voice yesterday and i told my dad that. come on, i'm a daddy's girl, i need attention from the father too of course. duuh!  
meanwhile back in Limbang, mom and my bro, Luis went to Labuan with my aunt, which technically, they're actually not in Limbang. @#$%^&!
okay today i went out. to tHe Spring. with Hanny, a Sabahan friend. i actually had planned to go there and have some blast with more friends, go to the MBO, to the KBox and sing like crazy. but, time is just so short and plus the small dinosaur sound i made. (-.-") so, i thought of just spending some money and use the voucher i had from Big Apple's calendar and bought donuts.
 oh ya, here's a glimpse of tHe Spring atmosphere. 

it feels like at the airport looking at the Fireflyz advertisement.

 red uhm-berella

ohh.. the view was nice, and the whole place was nicely and beautifully decorated. i just can't wait for Christmas. done bought a box of 6 pieces donuts from Big Apple, and then went to the Sarawak Plaza, and hunt for some apparels there. and i only bought a cardigan that my goodness cost me the world, ehem, bluffing, the price was RM53.90 after discount, mind you. 

okay, then walked from Sarawak Plaza, and indulged on Tira Cinno donuts along the waterfront.

and here goes,

6.56pm - called the transporter to come pick me up, he said, he'll call me back when he got his call from this other passanger.

7.05pm - still has no sign. shit. tonight i shall throw a tin full of red paint over his . . . oh wait, he called. he thought i was at the Sarawak Plaza, is he deaf or he is deaf? what the fuck man! i told you i waited at the bank you son of a biatch! half of an hour waiting had made me look like an idiot, an hour of waiting, sure made me look like a robber! sitting in front of the ATMs? my goodness!

7.35pm - finally reached home.

checked the email inbox, seriously? not even more than 5 emails of facebook notifications? after the whole day i've been away? my goodness, i must have been boring to you and you and you, huh?

okay, now i'm gonna have my shower.

next, gonna online like crazy tonight before i had my face facing the book tomorrow, and the day after tomorrow, and an exam paper the next day!  

please please please, don't let me go online these few days will you myself!?

chop my hand if i ever touch the laptop and the broadband. duh! 

SICKNESS

i thought i'll be okay today. damn, sickness, you got me fooled! :(
planned of going out today, but FAILED. maybe on Monday. 
my head aches, and my throat hurts real bad. and i can feel my body temperature.
i called dad last night, just a short conversation, i miss you DAD.
i'll see you in another two weeks. xoxo
my goodness, i'm gonna wrap myself in my blanket after this. 
wish me well soon.

CRAVENESS

okay, still haven't had my brunch yet. maybe right after this. 
ugh. high fever. positive. 
and i'm craving for foods of my mum and grandma's cooking. ugh. i can't say what it is, because it might offense certain people. can't wait for holidays.  

temperature rising

FUN operation today, ABORTED. sigh. got headache. i don't think it would be okay for me going out with uncertainty weather. as usual, i'm the first to woke up today. while my friends were still in their dreamland. geez, i just realized, for the past few days, i woke up earlier than my friend.
i don't know or maybe because here in Kuching at 6 am it was already bright morning. and plus the windows of our rented room were all naked, i mean, no curtains. i just can't sleep with the bright light of the day coming in. but seriously, i'm not a morning person. 
ugh, it's almost 10 in the morning. gonna have brunch after my friends were all done, and had my panadol. SICKNESS, go away please?

the longest hours of my life :

yes, the longest hours of my life. was yesterday. imagine, all i had swallowed into the stomach was just CANDIES. nothing else. and the day before yesterday, i was left with only RM2. then i spent it, and bought some kaya balls. no, it's a food.
and yesterday, i keep checking on my bank balance, but the answer was frustrating. and and i starved the whole day. i asked my brother to bank me some cash yesterday on the evening. 
and thank God, the allowance has been deposited already. but as i woke up today, it was very early in the morning, with no alarm, and i feel so weak. i'm worried if i ever got fainted while on my way to the city. thank God, i managed myself, withdrawed some cash, and went to pampered my stomach. i was full, and i'm happiest. once again, thank you God,
but i wasn't all that well, i'm attacked by fever now. and right now, i got tissue stuck at my nose. (-_-")
tomorrow, i'm going out to have some fun. yay to FUN. 

damn it

i can't believe it. how can they be so cruel? please la... will you have mercy on me?
i have not eaten since yesterday. why making it hard for us student? they should have fix the date. we waited like hell! this is sick. if it still haven't deposited until tomorrow, i'll never know what else to do. PFFFFFFTTTTTTTTTTT!
sometimes i feel like i wanted to blame these certain people.
i'm starving here can't you see!?

somebody feed me

i'm so frustrated. bila la elaun mok keluar tok!? i'm so broken now. damn it. i can't even afford to buy a tissue to wipe my mucus. >:(