you make me smile

oh mama mia.. i think i'm going insane! i just got struck! i'm on seventh heaven!
oh.. i don't know what am i feeling, and i just couldn't get rid of it. i just can't!
hahahaha! PERHAPS. a feeling i can never explain.. 
i couldn't sleep at night. could it be .. ... ..... ......

Tuesday y'all

i wish i could take this burden and throw it far far faaaarr awaaayyyy so far, that i don't have to think about it anymore. 
Dad, i'm sorry for causing you so much troubles since the day i was born, and i'm sorry i can't be the child you can be proud of. sigh..
if only i could tell you this myself. 
i handed the letter concerning my study loan to the college this evening, but i just simply had no idea how and what to tell my parent about it.
it's like a dead end. no way out, i'm stuck. and i can't even go back to where i had started.
i wish it was all easy just like what i've been dreaming of.
maybe life was not complicated at all, it was YOU, yeah ME. choices in life. uncertainty, expectations, ugh. it was tough. 
MONEY, I WISH YOU GROW ON TREES, IN NOTES PLEASE!
you could take my boyfriend, but please not my life, my future, my family. eh, wait, i don't have boyfriend. hahahahahaha
i wish i have a magic lamp i could rub on, and ask for my 3 wishes to come true.
IMPOSSIBLE.

you crappy thing

she put her picture as her Twitter background. LOH - Laughing out hysterically
wait. what the fnck!? she got more than 60 followers? but she tweeted only 11 times! and her last tweet was a month ago! -.-
ugh, Martina you sick! okay, gonna take my shower after this, since i got pending laundry to do.
finish my homework and sleep early tonight. adios-

formspring.me

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If you could be on one TV show which one would it be?

i want to be on Rules and Engagement. *chuckle*

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If you could have the starring role in one movie what would it be?

the addams family

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If you could have been the author of any book, what would it have been?

Lord of the ring :D

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When was the last time you received flowers?

never. :/

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Do you believe in fate?

i'm not sure about that, half of me saying yes, and my other half is saying no.

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What's your favorite quality about yourself?

loyalty, and urmm.. geez, it's all i can think of :/

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Wicked-end

it's saturday. and i'm glad i don't have any class on Friday and Saturday for this semester. kinda boring, no activities, just laying my face downward and face my laptop. just done Simming. i mean, i just done playing The Sims 3. how boring. not until i get my The Sims 3 EP. awww! can't wait.
:/ i've not been out of the house since the last 49 hours that is after i got back from college. awesome. yet boring. i seriously need a boyfriend. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA *laugh hysterically*
okay, not my priority anyway. or is it?
i need entertainment. -.-
talking craps again

here comes T.R.O.U.B.L.E

UGHHH! just another ordinary day. until the the Finance department of the college called.
 awesome. just awesome. i really regretted it! damn it. i wish i could just scream all my trouble away. FML

O ma gaga

okay, so i was on Facebook like usual. and there i saw on top at the right side of my profile ; People You May Know and there i saw him with 55 mutual friends. i wish i could move my cursor and click on Add As Friend. i saw him only on 25th and 26th of December last year. which means only twice in 2010. phew! that's such a long time.
anyway, just realized someone shouted at me. no, it's Shoutmix. got another follower. 
thanks sweety! i followed you back! anyway, to anyone who followed me, if i haven't follow your blog yet, do let me know. :)
gonna have a sip of tea before going to sleep.

fall again

damn it. another fall. another crush. i saw him at distance.
dear Heart, can you just beat like normal? cos i can almost feel you popping out of my chest. Grrr.
what a loner me. When oh when? pfft. i'm so desperate. pathetic me.

"Hold It Against Me"

i'm a loner. and i'm desperate. bingo! there i go again. sigh.. feeling lonely now. i need someone to entertain me, i need some love baby!

Sam Tsui, will you marry me? *wink wink*

currently addicted listening to this cover! thiiiiisss spells A.W.E.S.O.M.E. i love it!

Valentine Post

it's been time and it's valentine already, woohoo! and hell yeah, officially alone on this day. it's my 22nd year of being single on valentine day, naahhh, never celebrate it before. pathetic yes. blah.. who cares. just got back from Sematan yesterday, stayed there for 2 days and 2 nights.  it's a motivational camp for those who got their pointer below 2.
yeah, it's for the screwed people. but we're the lucky screwed people because (they said) only 35 out of 1000+ students got selected to join this camp. the camp was fun. and meaningful of course. although as usual, i'm not the talkative type when staying in groups of people mostly i'm not used to.
i didn't took any pictures there. just not interested of taking pictures of the surrounding. but it's a nice place with the rocky beach. so, what i have learned from the camp, was, not really motivated enough, but, at least i could remind myself, that as long i hold my college ID card, i should work the shit out of me, i gotta pull myself through this semester. i must not fail any subjects. i must have an excellent result. (at least better than before)
okay, both my legs still ache after i got back from Sematan.
i dont know what else should i write in here.


-another crap-