Birthday?

i flipped through the calendar yesterday and found out that the day after my birthday is Hari Raya Puasa. which mean, my birthday will be a busy day, for the muslims lah, and probably we're on holiday that week! i'm not quite sure if that week will be our semester break. if yes, then maybe i'm gonna spend my birthday time with my family. x jadi lah plan ku mok celebrate kat KBox tHe spring. 

i cant wait!

ngeeee~ i cant wait to celebrate my birthday this year!! *grin* ya, though this year i am not celebrating it with my family, but, i'm thrilled! i plan of celebrating my birthday at Kbox tHe Spring. yeah baby! and maybe a visit to MBO. 

just a plan. *but i really wished for it* tp, mun di takdirkan aku pokai sebelum birthday aku ya, *sigh* sokay la, maybe i just buy a cake for myself. tedah..who wouldn't want their 21 birthday to be grandly celebrated? plus, it will be my 21 birthday!! it's freedom! and it is when i can legally buy 4d number. lol.JK. no, i probably will try to learn to buy 4d and jackpot numbers. HAHA!! anyway, since my birthday fall on thursday, i thought of, try not to skip classes until my birthday, so i can skip classes on my big day. and i really hope at those times, me and my friends has already own a house. rented of course. 


Bebeng called yesterday, she told me about this vacant house at Sukma that can fit 10 person. i thought it was perfect at first, because i thought Bebeng will share her room with her boyfie. HAHA. but actually not. so his boyfie will have his own room. now, if the house has only 3 bedrooms, minus the room that Bebeng's boyfie has taken, there will be two room, and i already have in mind who will fit the house, there will be 9 of us- minus Raymond (Bebeng's boyfie). now, 9 people for 2 rooms?  eek?


well, we dont know much detailed about the house, but i'm expecting a house with good condition. i'm quite distracted actually, i kept thinking of our future house. ugh! darn. why do i let this house thingy spoiled my mood of my 21 birthday?? ggrrr.

HOLD ON GOOD CHARLOTTE

this is nice song for those who might need to be uplift.. one of me and my friends favourite song during Form 3, especially Felicia. miss her.

hold on if you feel like letting go.

track back

today, as i logged on to Facebook, nya dah ada function baru, Friend Finder. haiih.. malas ku ngga benda ya blegar kat news feed aku, ku mok close tp, i give it a try first. and guess who FB suggested to me? that motherfucker who removed me from his FB friend list. quite puzzled myself..
oh! bok ku ingat, no wonder FB suggest nya ngn aku, ri ya ku ada send email with my picture attached.duuhh..
anyway, he spitted me out. so, aku malas mok thegeh2 add nya blit. sbb dolok aku nok add nya. i know him, that's why i added him. nya org Kuching, tp dolok pnh transfer g Limbang. masa ya nya gik biak. he's 3 year junior bha. ignore jak.

i'm sorry

so sorry to that person, i've been ignoring his calls and sms-es for ( i think it's already more than a week ) i'm just not in the mood to reply him, SERIOUSLY. *sigh* sometimes i regret it for giving my num to a total stranger.


aduuhh..fyi, I'm not TEXTUALLY active person. i dont just ignores his calls and sms-es, i dont even care to touch my hp and reload it. I SWEAR! damn it. i wish i could just undo this mistakes i made.
gtg, actually, gtts. got to take shower. bye.

Facebook Amigos

what the heck! 1 friend request but no friend in mutual. doh! and what make it worst, no Hometown stated. I checked my email, and got email notification from this nigga who wants to be friend on Facebook. there's maybe 5 or more friends on my FB that has requested me with no friends in mutual. but anyway, i like got requested to become their friends. haha. and talking bout Facebook Amigos, i got updated by whatever reasons they appeared on my news feed.. 

and some did caught my attention with their posts, they shares link, they play games, and whatsoever. and of all that appeared on my news feed, i have read this post from a Facebook Amigos, O My Gaga, i am too ashamed to re-write it here. -_- heheh, jiwang karat pok! adeeehhh! umur lom gik masok 20 dah jiwang karat. i tell u, one day u will look back of what u have written today, and u will be ashamed with it. kalau iya pun soooo crazy in love, perlu kah post lam FB?? hahahaha. 
but, i must admit it too, sometimes it's best to express your feelings by posting it to your FB. dapat relieve sedikit sebanyak feeling kita. sometimes we just cant help ourself to post our anger, happiness or when you are feeling nervous and etc. . well, i did posted some of my angerness on my FB. *meanwhile i just posted something on FB, that says ; "say your prayer Argentina, German already scores their goal. :D haha. " my gosh, i used to ignored everything that has thing to do with FOOTBALL, cant believe i get excited over it too!! what the fnck! ok back to Facebook Amigos stuffy. ada juak some of fellow Facebook Amigos ya post something yang x sedap utk d baca. *salu mun org klakar, ~x sedap utk d dgr* ada la juak org nyindir2 org lain lam FB, huh aku pun kadang2 geram juak ngan stiap word cdak ya, nang x btapis alu. peduli la. ya pasal post. then, x kurang juak orang laki nok kenja2, flirting ngan aku. -_- damn, now here comes the flashback of guy nok ku bkenalan dr FB. and what annoys me most is when that certain guy that came flirting with has already taken.*dah ada gerek* some still available, but uugghh! they're just sooo not my type. there is this guy, salu la juak nya tgo aku, mun nya online, imagine, it is already past afternoon, still havent take his morning bath??! aiyoo.. u are no small kid anymore, u are aged 23! please get a life! 
huh. x kuasa ku mok layan lebih2 eh. and there is another guy, kenal dr FB juak, i kinda regret that i have given him my phone number. darn. rajin gilak message aku. dah aku tok jenis nok x brapa gilak mok b-msg. O my Goodness! he's Mirian, keja sbg Bomba *another Bomba hook-up, doh!* kat airport miri. nyesal aku brik no tpon ngn nya. because what? i swear, i'm just not that ready to have a relationship especially, when u only get contact with each other just by telephone and has never yet see each other. well, he has not pop out that Q of; will you be my girlfriend? but he already speaked and planned to buy me a necklace that has my name on it. O My Goodness!! stop it! be real dude! u havent see the real me, and now u already planned of buying me a necklace? no high hopes dude. dont put too much hope okay. i dont know la, actually masa ku kenal ngan c A *bukan nama sbnr* pun sama juak bha, kenal dr FB then mlarat smpe ke sms.tp masa ku bkawan ngn c A, x pulak ku boring or fed up sms ngan nya. tp nok laki keja bomba ya, aku dah nait fed up, and boring. huh, i guess c A ya pnde ambik hati kot, i mean, nya x control bha, nya pnde molah lawak, and nang best la. tp laki keja bomba ya, adoh. ntah la, x pnde ku mok mdh apa. too romantic kot. huh! malas ah.

Tokio Hotel - World Behind My Wall

they're telling me it's beautiful

i believe them but will i ever know

the world behind my wall

the sun will shine like never before

one day i will be ready to go

see the world behind my wall

double trouble

adoohh..dah ku trima sms dr c A (bukan nama sebenar) ri ya, malam marek ku trima call gik dari c B (bukan nama sbenar) A ngn B tok, dua dua ku dah buang dr FB aku, means aku xmok dak nya dalam hidup aku gik. dah sorang muncul balit, muncul gik nok sorang tok..adeehh!! 
tapi, anyway, hal ku ngan c A dah settle. c B tek kol aku kol 10 malam, nasib parent aku dah tido lam bilit, nya madah ngan aku, nya knek tok keja kat balai rah Padungan sia. adoohh..x bebas la ku bjalan kat Kuch tok klak..ney tauk tserempak ngan nya. ya ku malas mun tserempak ngan nya.*time ku klakar ngan nya ya, adik ku tukar channel, cun Adam Lambert blagu, nyanyi lagu Whataya Want From Me, sempat gik ku suroh adik ku iboh tukar channel, ku madah gik ngan c B, "kejap lok k. " * then i screamed for Adam and at the same time i ignored B, just so u know, i'm a HUGE and DIE-HARD FAN of Adam Lambert.*
 ri ya dah, masa Good Friday, nasib nya dah di dalam bas and nsib bas nya dah gerak, mun x konfem nya agak aku..fuuh! sib bait! tujuan c B kol aku tek, nya mok mbak aku kuar mun ku dah balit Kuch lak. PERGH!! aku dah brapa kali mnolak nya. hmmph..mybe i should not let him down, mybe aku patut brik muka ngan nya.
MAR, BOH SOMBONG GILAK! EVEN KAWU X SUKA NGAN NYA PUN, BOH SOMBONG NGAN NYA. AT LEAST YOU ARE GOING OUT WITH HIM AS FRIENDS. adeehh!! i'm STRESSED OUT! asa malas jak mok balit Kuch gik. ok la, i think i will go out with B, aku harap nya dah ada rambut time ya klak, sebab aku x suka kuar ngan laki BOTAK. hahaha! seriously. dah la nya ya x pnde klakar sarawak..tpaksa la klakar melayu sabah. eee, lelah ku klakar gia ngan nya klak eh. -_-

Hot Days at Flonga

Hot Days at Flonga

aaahh..i love this..GIRLS would love this. seriously. here is a glimpse of the game i played.

hahah..just some game i played to ease my super boredom..-__- but really, it's nice. i like playing it. ;)

you make me sick!

STOP BITCHING with me will you!! what is soooo wrong with you??? why are you being soooo sarcastic?? SHIT! x boleh ka comment bait2 kat pic aku??? apa masalah ko??? ko comment gia kat pic aku, and u called urself a bestfriend??? go to hell la!! what?? yeah, i am sensitive and i cant take a joke, so what?? 

waiting for the rain of money

what is wrong with kids, i mean, youngsters nowadays? all they think of is money, MONEY, money, MONEY!!

 yeah, i've read some of fellow college mate posts on Facebook. they've been waiting for Mara allowance. pathetic! yes, PATHETIC! hello, it's 29th today. It's not yet July.. why do they make such a big fuss?? come on la guys, just because last few months the money came out early, that doesnt mean it will come out early like months before. eeee..bodoh. ingat Mara ya cetak duit hari2 ka. x pnde syukur..*pahal kah aku emo siap backing MARA gik ya* macam taik jak cdak ya emo2 lam FB madah bila gik elaun mok kuar. xda otak kali, rasional la sikit..
~meanwhile, ME, still havent got my ass off from the lappie, aku dah STARVING dr pagi tadi dh, and now it is already 3 o'clock..still havent had my lunch yet. mimang gila suda ini budak oo. tadi bilang lapar, nda juga p makan. P MAKAN SANA, jangan nanti ko kebulur!

damn shit.

adoii!! elaun blom masuk lagi!! huhu..damn., nsib ku x ksempitan duit or desperate mok bli something.. or, i am desperate, ku mok bli mouse k laptop ku, ngn earphone sony aku..pfft! this morning, aku on hp N1202 ku nok ku charging..i got two hp, the other one is SE G900. the one which i use to capture this pic..

treeenggg (cam ya kah bunyi msg?? pfft!)..bunyi msg 9:19 am, and i do not expect the sms from, someone i had removed from my facebook. PERGH!! he just realised that i had removed him..aduuuhh! then, tpaksa ku kelentong nya, ku pdh i accidentally removed him kali..sb ku ada block bberapa org..pfft~ beautiful liar..then he replied me, bukan ko marah aku ka? adoiii na..so i replied him back saying, marah, tp ya dolok, now, not anymore..i'm sorry if i hurt u. then, no reply..mmmm..
oh wait! he did replied back, saying he's sorry too..then we make up.. i mean, as friend..i told him, that i forgive and forget, (but do i??)then he asked where am i now, and all that usual questions people are likely to ask..then, we end up chatting with each other in Yahoo Messenger. (P/s: i only sign in to YM, only by request..i am now not actively in YM, cos i got SKYPE! :P)  yeah, i guess we're okay now, it's just that, i can't stop thinking why would i want him back as a part of my life?? i don't know..but i guess i gotta choose FORGIVE and FORGET, and start all over again.

i'm lovin it..

aaaaarrrr!!  i fell in love with it at first sight and i've been eye-ing for it since yesterday,..i really wanna have it so bad, but i'm short of money yesterday,and atm is so far away and at last, i owned myself one pair..( pfft!! ) -_- i bought myself a pair of wedges!! :) ngeeeee
kaki sapa ndak burok ya.

Skype! Skype! Skype!

Skype! Skype! Skype! sapa ada skype?? aku mok test Skype-ing ngn sapa2..mok tauk bena x webcam nya bgus dr ym or x...forget about YM..lets Skype! i'm so damn bored..huhuhu..meanwhile..hmmphh..ada org ya, alu la d-ignore aku tok..aku online, tp nya x chat ngn aku..mesti nya flirting ngn org lain..LIKE I CARE. i dont mind la, u're not the last guy on earth k..aku pun flirting ngn org lain juak bha..not only u.. byk gik..please la..aku asa, bila xda org chat ngn nya bok nya chat ngn aku kali. sokay..i got Tagged bha! got plenty of men came flirting with me..yeah, they are all jerks..but maybe not all of them..hah.i dont give a shit la..take it or leave it..;)

holiday is over

yaaa...over..though i still have about 6 more weeks of holiday left...its been time since i last posted something on my blog..ya, its already been a week after i got home from my hometown holiday..i got some of my missions accomplished..actually i make a list of some things to do when i got back to limbang like : *mee goreng basah-accomplished- *wantan mee-accomplished- * kolo mee-accomplished- *go to Snowflake-not done- sia-sia pun..huhuhu...maybe next time..meanwhile..my holiday in my hometown really got me busy..hmmph..its about my sister..i dont want to talk about it..it will take a day to tell a complete story about my sis..i really wish she's not who she was now..OK! Enough..okie, i need to recall back what i did during my holiday..mmm..its a whole lot of things to talk about, but i'll try to make it short as possible..okie, here goes ..
Left Mukah in the Friday morning of 28th May and arrive at Niah around 4 pm., then we headed to a beach somewhere in Bekenu..it was a nice sight..and a nice beach..i love it. and, we spend our night there. i mean at bro's. flat depot tahanan. the next day, left bekenu, then had our breakfast, before we headed to the airport..damn, i got quite nervous, because i last boarded on a plane was 6 years ago..i dont remember which counter should i go and check in..but then i got settled and waiting to board in..and i boarded on fokker..hehehe..and we flew at 10:15 am..gosh, 7000 ft above the ground..or was it 70,000 ft? then, it was a short journey..30 minutes after that, i'm finally stepping on the ground of my hometown..i'm soo glad that i'm finally home..and yet the rest of my family still in miri. then i sms-ed Aunty Emylina to pick me up at the airport..thank God, i found someone to pick me up.hehehe..thanx Aunty..u're the best. i dont know where to head, since my family' still in miri, so i decided to give my aunty company at her workplace..then i sempat went out with my ex-colleague from kfc,  went for a drink.then, i went back to aunty's place, and spend the rest of the day until the arrival of my family..it was my bro's birthday, so i did bought a cake for him..and later that night we celebrated his birthday..okie..i think that was it on the first day..the second day? we went to our parish church..i think the last time i went for mass to st edmund was on Christmas Eve..then poof! that was it..my last mass of the year. after mass, we went for sunday breakfast. my favourite part. i get to eat my favourite mee..gosh, no place has better taste than limbang's mee..two thumbs up! ;) dah kenyang, g bli brg mkn jap..me and my brother g plaza jap..g raun2..dahya pulang..and i thought of going online, tp my bro pulak yg conquer laptop..got ourselves rested for the whole day..OK, hold it right here. i cant recall exactly whats going on during my holiday..so, this will be the summary. it was Gawai eve, so we went to our cousin's and had our day there, until night.and the next day, we planned, actually my parents planned of going back to kampung..but it was cancelled, since it was already late in the evening, and kampung was raining cats and dogs..i was glad we didnt make it..hahaha.but the next day, we did..and we spend the holiday there..huh..but i managed to get out from my grandma's house everyday, sorry, no offense, i love u grandma..i really have no idea of what to do there, tido petang? naaaa..u wish, it was hot like hell..because there's part of my grandma's house ceiling yg xda cover..so, when u look up, it was total zink..thats why HOT..Thursday, i went to immigration office, g polah pasport, it took hours..then i was left alone there, my parents went away to settle family matters. pas ku dah selesai ngn hal ku d imigresen sia, aku jalan kaki g plaza..dont know what to do, and where to go..last2, i decided to take a peek at my old workplace, KFC, and i met my friend there, Solleh. i tapped him hard on the back of his shoulder..hehehe..then, i order cheezy wedges..dining in, dah ya kwn kpd Solleh, punch kat posi-flex(cash machine) RM1.90 mun x silap ku la..supposed to be RM4 after tax. then nya brik ku aik pepsi skali..bad Solleh..heheh..then, my father and my bro shows up, my bro joined me, besa la biak, mesti mok mkn juak..KFC bha ya..so i ordered him Colonel Combo (colonel burger+cheezy wedges(R)+Pepsi) RM7.80 belom tax tp cashier ya punch only Colonel Burger RM3.25 blom tax..ada manager baru sia, then Solleh pdh la ngn manager ya, aku tok cashier kenja dolok..ciken Solleh ya. cashier nok salah punch ya tek, suruh manager ya cancel order kat posi-flex ya, but then manager ya pdh, xpa la..hehehehehehe..i smiled to the ears u know!! hahahaha..sapa x, mun dpt diskaun!! LMAO..besa lah, ex staff kfc bha aku tok..i deserved it! ok, then, back to kmpg..next day, aku kuar gik, this time, i went out with my bro, my nephew and my cuzz, Sherrylyn..u know u will read this. u're my fan kan..?? *wink wink* we met up kat plaza, then, g makan kat Full House, my treat..oh ya, forgot to include, my cuzz boyfie..*winkwink* hahaha, he's the shy2 type..huahuahuahuahua..pas mkn, kmkorg g Kbox, my cuzz yg belanja.VIP Room, RM20 for one hour only if not mistaken..aku ingatkan ada aik mcm Kbox The Spring Kuching, since nya VIP Room..pduhal tek xda..huh..then xlah best gilak, gik juak bising. gik juak dgr suara org melalak kat sebelah..but i noticed salu mun ku lalu dpn plaza, ada banner iklan Redbox, opening soon dpn post office..so i'm looking forward to it, bila ku balit limbang krismas tok klak..if not mistaken, Redbox ada d semenanjung juak..later i googled la..finished our session kat kbox, nait atas, ada amusement centre, before g kbox tek, kmkorg g sia juak, g main jap..dh ya, kmkorg g selesai hal masing2, ku g ambik pasport, and my cuzz g ambik result medic check-up. after that balit kmpg..mlm ya dah Babulang..tp ku kan blit kmpg, dah la nait perahu gik ya..Saturday 5th June, aku kuar gik, me, my sis and my dad. g umah cousin kat Pangkalan Madang .then we headed rami2 to Batu Danau...so proud to be org Kpg Pngkalan Madang..(or am i) sbb thun tok, PM tuan rumah. and main gendang..they're the best..love it..x rami la org yg ku jmpa, and org yg ku looking forward pun xda..i'm expecting him to be there..but he's nowhere to be seen..mybe nya x blit cuti kot..i only saw his parents and his sister..then, until we had enough, me, my sis and my dad pun balit, menyimpang g bandar lok, wlupun sleepy..my dad g bli 4d, ngeee~ meanwhile aku ngn adikku g plaza..g bli cheesecake..nyumm..then we headed to kfc..i know they were freaking hungry, so i treated them..then, we went home to my grandma's. in the night, it was my little cuzz's birthday party..her 1st birthday..i always thought this : when i am 40, she was only 20 that time..imagine to the difference of our age..ne ndak, mak nya tua 5 bulan jak dari aku!  pfft! rami org juak la..besa lah, 1st birthday party..i went to bed early that night, letih uuu..dead asleep, pduhal malam ya, ada org gaduh..besa lah, org kmpg, mabok2 jak alu gadoh..tp aku? Dead asleep. x dgr apa2..the next day, Sunday, actually kmkorg plan mok balit umah..but cancelled..gara2 mok settle hal adikku..she's our this year punya problem..dont know who's turn next year..hopefully not me..and hopefully next year will turn out much better than this year..Monday, lom jadi balit gik..our parents planned of ending my sis' prob with, ENGAGEMENT. so, that night, they did. my sis got engaged with her boyfie..Tuesday, time to go home..no, time to leave limbang..meanwhile, that morning, i saw my dad alone at verandah..thinking..then, all of sudden we heard loud sound..it was my dad..he was crying like baby..he cried like never before..even when the death of his father, my dad was only sobbing..but he didnt cried like he cried that morning..he cried over my sis..aku tersentuh ngga bapak ku ya..last2 gugok juak aik mata ku..kesian ku ngn bapak ku ya..jaik2 pun mulut nya anok kmkorg, i know deep in his heart, he cares so much ngn kmkorg..my sis? she's heartless..even if she hates us, at least pikir la masa depan nya..lom abis form 5 dah mok kawin?? lom penah2 gik lam sejarah family sebelah bapak aku..huh..apa2pun..she's at her own risk..after this, once she got married, she'll be on her own..no more us..i sms-ed my cuzz, Sherrylyn that morning, aku cita ngn nya nok bapak ku nangis ya..then, nya replied, nya cita ngn mak nya juak, mak nya kakak kpd bapak ku., maknya pun nangis juak..huhuhu..dah la aku tok sensitif..pantang ngga cita yg emo2 jak, mesti beraik mata ku..pfft!. balit umah, g ambik barang lok, dah settle, g umah cuzz, Sherrylyn, then, left LMN. bye2..hello MYY...smpe myy, g boulevard..g jalan2, and ngga lappie..waaaah..murah la juak lappie sia..asa mok bli lappie baru gik..ney ndak, abg ku ya lah, nya suroh ku bli lappie baru, lappie aku tok, brik ngn nya..adeeh..tgerak la juak hati ku mok bli..ngga la..then, boring2 d boulevard, aku mbak abg ku g Fuckson..hahaha..Parkson..i thought of checking on Popular, sbb ku mok bli buku True Singapore Ghost Stories 20. ku dah baca 18 ngn 19..tp xda!! adui..frust..then, g airport, not airport actually, g kargo sia, building before airport, g ambik barang jap, parent ku post aik alcohol k belon..RM20 jak tambang...dahya kena suroh g bli garam..so we stopped by kat Servay dpn Merdeka Mall..fuiiyooo..and i saw this cutie..hehehehe..aku asa mybe bok lepas spm..kwang3..hehehe..ntah pahal ku ngga byk laki cute2 hari ya..wakakakaka...this is why, i like it better in MYY, than KCH..then, we headed to my cuzz's home at Desa Murni..stay for a night there..and the next morning..we left MYY..hello Mukah..=.= now back to my lame routine..